Bugs fighting

I saw two bugs fighting in the garden today

I saw a bug fight in the garden behind the church while searching for Aria. It looked odd. I know it was not supposed to be like a fight scene in samurai champloo but still… there was two praying mantis and they barely made any noise eventhough they dismembered each other to death. Also their face didn’t move at all. i know i know, mantis faces can’t do that but still. Well let me explain… Sometimes i get very sad but i’m not very expressive with my feelings. What if I get dismembered by mistake? By someone who doesn’t mean any harm to me but can’t read that I’m hurt? I struggle to read other people’s feelings too, my mother always told me that. What if… I hurt someone and I realise it way later?